Sweet wives looking sex dating swingers fuck Meteor Crater: Experience the Impact. w4m I could write a bunch of song lyrics about places we've been, dreams we had. The ones you sang to me --tone-deaf, awful crooning-- when you were trying to convince me that we were a great idea. I could say we drove across the country together, slept-in, skipped class, daydreamed. I could say you thought I was perfect. Alternatively, that you have a short attention-span, and a liking for blondes.
It's all for the best. You ruined my life. But I put it back together again. Better.
I've been to that city. The one we were going to share. It became mine.
I'm doing all that you told me I couldn't. Big things, little things, "function as a human being" things; falsifying the hatred you spewed into the vacant air that was my voicemail. (Took me months to find... I laughed cried ferociously at the same time.) My life? Bold, promising. Mine.
Also, I am in love again. I am ditzily, crazily, never-thought-I'd-be-here in love again. This feeling is wonderful. Mine.
So why am I writing? That means I have loose ends, or I'm not "really" forgetting you, right? Ehhh. Nah.
You've been on my mind, this time of year. By default, I guess. We're both probably staying up late, filling in paperwork. I keep thinking about this time last winter, when I was worried about where you were going, if we'd end up on the same side of the country... prior to realizing you couldn't care less. It keeps flashing back. No tears, no wistfulness... just a schema that plays when I sit down to do this shit. I finally figured if I voiced it into this blackness, it would disappear. It's messing with my concentration. Annoying. When I am so close to forgetting you.
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