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Feast or Famine Eeyore's tragedy
A follow up on Eeyore. Background: I asked for personal items back. : Some personal information has been for privacy. sent to Eeyore later in the day explaining my actions, my text message to him indicated I would send this . Subject: Why... Body: I am sure you have a few ideas. I wish I did not feel the need to do that this morning. I could only sit around waiting for you to reply to my messages so many times. I shared with you that one of the biggest reasons I . (sorry readers, I deleted this part because it contained private personal information). I felt like I was going through that with you. I know your fear and depression paralyzes you, but to not even respond to messages I send makes me feel really unimportant and unwanted. I really liked being with you. I liked cuddling with you, kissing you, sitting next to you, holding your hand, talking to you, going out with you... just being with you always made me happy. You have the kindest, sweetest, loving soul of anyone I have ever known. Understandably, I am at a point in my life that I need to get out, do things, experience life, meet new people. Waiting for you to tell me you felt like seeing me and then never hearing anything made me feel really crappy and lonely. I really do want to help you, be with you, encourage you. But I also need to know you want me to do those things. When I reach out i want sex Beardsley Minnesota and you do not respond, there is not much else I can do. One of the first nights we were together, laying in my bed, I remember telling you that I knew at some point I would break your heart, I had no idea then that my heart would break too. You really are a beautiful person, inside and out. I never seemed to be able to convince you of that. I wanted to help you be happy and , but I can't keep waiting around for you to start living again. If you decide you want to reach out for my support, I will always be here. I would be happy to sit down with you and talk about anything, you know I have always been open and honest about everything and that will never change. You just have to be willing to hear it and talk about it. But you need to do your part to keep communicating if you ask for my help. My addresses and number will never change, don't loose them. When you are ready to start trying to live again, let me know. Until then, I will keep wishing for my Sunshine to return. ~ Again, another journal entry shared with the cyber masses. I was surprised at the number of past coherent responses. I will be very tempted to respond to a select few, if they prove to be authors of a previously received articulate response.
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